Weird.

I've been in a weird place this season. Trying to find my joy. Feeling bad about that when my cousin is battling cancer and, well... has no joy. Praying for my heart to be in the moment, in the season, my efforts focused on HE who makes all things possible. I think it's just too much. Rushed. Hurried. Christmas programs. Piano recitals. Baking. Wrapping. WORK. Both of us focused on our jobs. SIGH. Yet thankful. His company is going through a round of layoffs. In other news, Finnegan is having fun at our house!