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Had the rug pulled out from under me. AGAIN. Not a fun end to my week and I'm not sure what to make of it or how to process. Some people do not change. So...a lot of perspective and decisions to make. I'm praying for peace and for my heart. I'm not in a good space.
 In other news the kids are great. My little loves. Trying to get through this Christmas season and manage time/places/activities accordingly. Month end and year end coming, still in the middle of a CPA audit. I've somehow lost 10 lbs and I assume it's from the past 6 weeks of stress. Abby had an eye appt this week. Significant change so I ordered new lenses. Wrapping presents. Another wind storm. Spent most of today in the kitchen making meals for the week and my annual girlfriend's brunch is tomorrow = egg muffins are a great option. My mom just had a bunch of tests done due to heart arrhythmia- all of the heart tests turned out good but they are attributing it to mini strokes. Ugh.